Happy Halloween!

This is the 1st Halloween for my little girl to go trick or treating! She really doesn't understand, but I am very excited! She is going to be dressed up as a butterfly, and I can't wait to see her in her little costume. We are only going to go to a few houses to go trick or treating and maybe make a trip out to my paarents house to trick or treat there so they can see her. I'll try to get some pictures up soon if I can find the cord for my camera!

Kiss My A**

I really have a strong dislike for people who can do nothing but complain. I serve on two different groups at school for which I get no additional compensation. I work my butt off and on Friday I really got ticked because the same individual could do nothing but make complaints about both groups. Of course, that individual does not serve on either group, and I just have this to say... "If you think you can do it better, then step right up and do it!" Otherwise you can kiss my big fat a**!

How did THAT happen?!?!

My little girl is 18 months old today! I just can't believe it. How quickly all this time has flown. She is getting to be such a big girl now, talking away, running everywhere and definitely developing a personality all her own. She is so strong willed and self confident and I hope she continues to be a strong as she grows up as she is today.



I took this picture of her in her bassinet just over a week ago before I sold it at our garage sale. I had to keep telling myself that it is just a thing, but it was really hard to let it go. I cried, which I am not sure why I did, but I guess it was just the realization that she isn't a little baby anymore. I love this little girl more than anything and as much as I have enjoyed the time while she has been small, I also look forward to seeing the incredible young woman that I know she is going to grow up to be.

We did it!

We bought the house... or should I say the plot of dirt. We signed the contract for a nice brand new house to be built within the next six months. So, now the fun begins. Within the next two weeks we have to make ALL of our selections: paint, carpet, tile, cabinets, doors, trim, lighting, etc, etc..... Tomorrow we have a meet and greet scheduled with the builder, but that is only supposed to take a few minutes. But that is the guy I am sure we will be talking a lot to! The design center hasn't called yet to make our appointment to make all of our selections so we are a bit antsy about that, considering the time frame in which we must make all the decisions and I really don't want to make any final decisions the first time we go there. Anyway, I am sure a lot of my ranting over the next 6 months or so will be about this whole process, because from what I hear, it can be an unpleasant experience!

As far as everything else goes, things are going pretty well. I still love my job, my little girl is awesome, and me and the hubby are even doing well. So, I really don't have anything to bitch about... for now!

It is a woman's prerogative to change her mind!

OK, so I have kind of done a 180 on the whole new house thing. I thought about it a lot, and decided I was being a little bit nit picky about the whole kitchen thing. I mean, I don't even cook that much! And, I got hubby to agree that if we do get it that we have to buy a new dining set with a nice china cabinet which would move a lot of stuff I currently have in the kitchen into the china cabinet, solving the too little space thing. Besides, even if we waited until next year and got a more expensive house then, it would probably make it a lower likelihood for me to stop working, which is my ultimate goal. I can still see myself making my two year goal even if we get this house. This house is very nice, would be brand new, with a nice brand new pool, and would be closer to my work, which is also a plus. So, I changed my mind and told hubby that we should explore the possibility further which of course made him happy.

House Hunting, Part Deux

Well, last night, the hubby madde an appointment for us to go look at a new housing development. We looked at two different houses, and both were pretty nice. Hubby is just psyched and excited over these houses, but I cannot muster even one "woo hoo." It would be nice to have a new house... with a swimming pool. But a couple things keep coming up in my mind. I do not like the kitchen. It is too small and will not hold all of my kitchen stuff. One of the reasons for moving into a new, bigger house is so I will have room for all of my "stuff!" I should not have to get rid of stuff, even stuff I may not ever need or use, to move into a bigger house! Second, there are only two lots available that will accommodate the house we are looking at. And neither one is extremely appealing to me. But they will be opening a new part of the addition next year, but I don't think I can get hubby t want to wait. Wish me luck when I talk to him tonight.

Disappointed...

So, we made an offer on te house, but unfortunately someone else made a bid too, and they apparently made a better offer than we did. I had gotten my hopes up way too much, and so now I am very disappointed. We hadn't even really been looking for a house and David just happen to come across this one by chance, but I really liked it and could picture us there. Oh well, shit happens. I have to tell myself it just wasn't meant to be and that there is a perfect house out there for us and it will come along when things are better for us financially. So, now it's back to concentrating on paying off bills, and doing some things to this house to get it ready to sell. And, I need to find some way to get things more organized here so I am not so miserable trying to keep this house functioning. So, it will probably mean another trip to IKEA to get some cool organization things, which always cheers me up.

My sister told me to think about all the things I didn't like about the house. I am trying but it's hard.....

WOOOO HOOOOOO

Thanks to Cassy I was able to get my ticker working, as you can see at the top of this page. It seems that lately it doesn't take much to make me happy. Which if you are my husband, my employer, or friends, is a good thing, because you really don't have to do much to keep me blissfully happy. And, I am not even taking any happy pills! Wouldn't THAT be scary! I guess having a job I enjoy going to has helped with my outlook on life a great deal!

Anyway, there is also a Woo Hoo about our house buying endeavor. We got pre-qualified for enough to buy the house we are looking at without having sold our current house. Which means we have a bit more time to worry about our house and I don't have to go crazy trying to get it ready to sell. I still have to do that, but not so it can be sold TOMORROW! Of course, we also can't afford to be carrying two house payments for too long, so we would want to get it sold ASAP. Anyone want to buy a nice 4 bedroom, 3 bath, 2 car garage house in the nice quiet town of Trophy Club (a suburb of Dallas/Fort Worth for those unfamiliar with Texas)?

House Hunting

Well, earlier this week the hubby just out of the blue decided to look for houses for sale in our area, and found one that we really like. We weren't actually looking and had discussed moving in a couple of years, but this house just seems perfect for us. It is a lot more space, has a swimming pool/hot tub, and the master bathroom is just awesome. It has twice as much square footage as the house we are in now with lots of storage space. I am trying not to get too excited but I would really like to get this house. I will be calling a mortgage agent tomorrow to see if we could qualify for the house even if we aren't able to sell our current house in a short period of time. We have so much to do to this house that trying to get it ready to sell while we are still living in it just doesn't seem real likely. So, we'll see what happens, but I will be keeping my fingers and toes crossed!

I hate it when I can't figure things out....

So I like the ticker Cassy has on her blog, so I decided I would go make one myself. Well, I did but then when I tried to figure out where to put it in my blog template I couldn't figure it out! I'm usually pretty good at technical things but I suck at this!

Anyway, here it is:


http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/2;10100;0/st/20040412/n/Lanie/dt/-1/k/78c5/age.png

If I can ever figure out how to put it at the top of the page, it will reside there.

So, I can blog from work.... kinda...

Well, I took my laptop to work today because I had heard that there is a wireless network at the church across the street that I might be able to access the internet through. Well.... I can.... but not from my room. I am currently standing in the hallway across from my room, which is the closest place I have found where I can maintain the connection. If I attempt to return into my class, it's gone. So, here I am between groups, typing this message. Well, at least it is something!

Blog comment spam

I was just saying to my hubby earlier this evening that only one person ever comments on my blog, and so I was so excited when I looked at my blog and my latest entry had two comments. Then, of course, my excitement turned to sadness when I discovered it was just some blog comment spam! Do people have nothing better to do? And who exactly do they think they are going to reach with their spam? Me and the one other person who reads my blog?????? So I have added the little word verification thing on my comments.... so, Cassy, it will take a little more effort to post your comments. ;-)

Can't believe this is the 5th week of school....

It has just flown by! I guess it is true, time does fly when you are having fun. I have not found any reasons yet to be unhappy with my job, and find more and more reasons every day to like it! Yesterday, I actually got positive feedback from my principal. I just about fainted. I can't recall that EVER happening at the hell hole. Here, we turn in our lesson plans every Friday, and the principal makes any comments/suggestions that she has. Well, I got mine back and had a smiley face sticker and she had written "Nice ARDs last week." ARDs are our meetings for special ed students to discuss their placement and individual education plans. Well, I had the first ones that I really had to present anything at last week, and she apparently liked how I conducted myself. It's always nice to get some positive feedback! Additionally, she seems to like how I am handling the Student Council thus far. We are just getting started with the election process, and so far I think I will enjoy being the Advisor. It's just so weird being at a school where they actually have extracurricular activities for the students. In addition to Student Council, there are sports, a chess club, cheerleaders, a garden club, and several other things I can't think of right now. And they are getting the PTA started right now, and it sounds like they do a whole lot for the school.

And besides all the extra stuff, I really like the students I work with. They are respectful and I actually get to teach them something. It's a whole new world for me! So, overall, I am very happy where I am and now I know what it is to truly love your job!

I love being a mom!

I think the best thing I have ever done in my life was becoming a mom. Alana makes every day so worthwhile and all I have to do is look at her, and I smile. 'nuff said!

I've been tagged...

So, I've been tagged by my good friend Cassy to list 100 things about myself. I think she did it because I haven't been posting at all, and have been a neglectful blogger. So here it is... not very interesting, but it's me.

1. I was born in California.
2. I have the greatest parents in the whole world.
3. I have a sister who I think is wonderful, even if she drives me crazy sometimes.
4. I have been married to David for almost 6 years.
5. We met on AOL, in the San Francisco Bay Area chat room.
6. No, we did not have a long drawn out internet romance.
7. We met in person for coffee the same day we met online.
8. We lived together for over 3 years before we got married.
9. We bought the house we live in together before we got married.
10. We have one child, Alana, my beautiful little girl, who is the center of my world.
11. I had Alana by c-section because she was transverse and we thought she was 10+ pounds.
12. My parents watch Alana for me while I work.
13. I work as a Special Education teacher.
14. The teaching job I had for the last 4 years was hell.
15. I love my new job.
16. I am a Special Ed Resource Teacher in an elementary school.
17. I am the Student Council advisor at my new school.
18. I could be a better teacher but...
19. I am lazy.
20. Which is one of the things I am trying to work on.
21. I am overweight.
22. I am working on that too.
23. My self esteem could use a boost.
24. Yeah, working on that too.
25. I am a Pisces.
26. I am very emotional.
27. I worry too much.
28. I am a bit paranoid.
29. I am a people pleaser.
30. I have been hurt by too many people I considered friends.
31. Which makes me a bit weary when trying to make new friends.
32. I think I have some great friends.
33. I wish I could spend more time with my friends.
34. I grew up going to church at the Salvation Army.
35. I became disillusioned with the church during my senior year in high school.
36. When we got a new minister who ended up sexually harassing the office staff.
37. I knew there was some reason I didn't like him.
38. I went to college at SMU in Dallas.
39. I stopped going to church when I went to college.
40. I majored in Sociology and Religious Studies.
41. I had a minor in Medieval Studies.
42. I studied in Oxford for a summer.
43. I was not in a sorority.
44. But was in a co-ed service fraternity, Alpha Phi Omega
45. I graduated with honors.
46. My friends are amazed I did as well in college with as little studying as I did.
47. I wish I had put forth more effort in college.
48. I have thought about going to law school more times than I can count.
49. My first job out of college was as Assistant Manager of a clothing store.
50. After job hopping for a while I ended up working in politics.
51. I was a Republican before I became old enough to vote.
52. I had Bush/Quayle posters up in my dorm room my Freshman year.
53. By the time I was old enough to vote I was much more liberal, and very much a Democrat.
54. I voted for Ann Richards in the first election I could vote in.
55. I worked on the 1st Clinton/Gore campaign.
56. I was Vice President of the Texas Young Democrats.
57. And served on the State Democratic Executive Committee, which I thought was really cool when I was 23.
58. I met President Clinton in 1995.
59. I have an Official White House photograph of me and Clinton.
60. I don't like what Clinton did in his personal life.
61. But, I liked his policy and think he is a great politician.
62. I also got to meet Hilary Clinton once.
63. I worked for a Democratic congresswoman from Dallas.
64. That was the only job I have ever been "released" from.
65. I still resent that, because I think I was doing a good job.
66. That was in 1995, one of the worst years in my life.
67. In addition to losing my job, my boyfriend at the time moved out with no explanation.
68. After he had neglected to change the oil in my car like he said he had, so the engine seized.
69. So I was in Dallas with no job, no roommate and no car.
70. So I moved back home with my parents.
72. I got a job with the county doing Eligibility Work.
73. 4 months after moving back to CA, I met David.
74. We moved to Edmond, Oklahoma in 1997 with David's company.
75. We moved here to Trophy Club in 1999 when David got a job down here.
76. I did social work with Child Protective Services for 3 1/2 years in OK and TX.
77. I didn't feel my life was complete until I had Lanie.
78. I would like to have another child, but I am happy with her for now.
79. I am 6 1/2 years older than my husband.
80. I don't think that really matters or makes that big of a difference in our lives (except when he was under 21 and couldn't buy his own beer!)
81. I bowl in a league with my husband every Sunday morning.
82. Yes, that means we don't go to church.
83. I have a hard time with organized religion.
84. But miss the community it offers.
85. I think I am a spiritual person, but not a religious one.
86. I think it is more important to be spiritual.
87. I think a lot of "religious" people are a bunch of show with no substance.
88. I am pretty much apolitical now.
89. I still am pretty liberal when it comes to social issues.
90. I find myself becoming more moderate to conservative fiscally though.
91. I more closely identify with democrats still, but my husband is more republican in his views.
92. I don't like our current President's policies, positions, anything!
93. I don't think enough money is spent on education, and not just for teacher's salaries.
94. I hate the TAKS test, and none of my students even have to take it.
95. I teach in public school but want my daughter to go to private school, so I guess that makes me a hypocrite.
96. I don't read as much as I would like.
97. I love to scrapbook but don't do it as much as I would like.
98. I take pictures of my daughter every chance I get.
99. I think my little girl is the cutest baby in the whole world.
100. I love my little girl more than I ever thought was possible.

Well, that's it.... well not really. As I got to the end of this I thought of a lot more I could write, and considering I thought I was going to have a hard time coming up with 100, I think that is amazing. Well, 100 is all I was tagged for and 100 it is! Guess if you want to know more, you'll have to come over and have a bottle of wine with me!

Hmmm..... I guess my only other blogging friend that hasn't already done this is Stephanie, so tag you're it!

I guess I overreact sometimes....

Well, when I went to bed last night, I thought I'd be getting the cold shoulder, but, as he does on occassion, my hubby surprised me. When I crawled into bed, he put his arms around me and held me, which has to be the greatest feeling in the world when you think you have royally screwed up. Sometimes David does pleasantly surprise me andmake me remember some of the reasons I married him. And sometimes the making up does make the fight worth it.....

Why do I do these things!

Why do I turn something good into shit?!?! I am just so frustrated with myself right now. Things seem to be going good and I want to get a little something more out of it and "bam" things just blow up in my face. Of course, this has to do with my husband, which has been a source of much concern for me lately. So, I decided to do something about it and we had a really long, good talk tonight. It seemed like we were making progress and moving in the right direction toward having a better understanding of each other and getting back some of the closeness that has been lacking here recently. Then I have to go ruin things, or at least that is how I feel right now. Things were going well, things felt good, so I decided to bring up something that has been a point of contention because I mistakenly thought maybe with all of this good feeling I could possibly get him to see my point of view on it. And that's where I was wrong. Things just degraded from there and now I am in the living room typing this and he is in bed brooding. We are both mad and I wonder how much of the progress I thought we were making has evaporated. I'm just so frustrated and I want more than anything for things to improve. I think we are heading in the right direction and I think we both want things to get better, but when things blow up like they did tonight I just wonder. Wonder if I am just hitting my head against a brick wall, or if all of this effort is going to make any difference. Hopefully, I will feel better about things tomorrow. I have to be like Scarlett O'Hara and remind myself that tomorrow is another day.

Well, I'm off to go try and get some sleep. Goodnight.

My first day of school

Well, today was my first day at my new school. We just had some training and went over some things, and I was able to start getting to know my fellow teachers. Everyone seems very nice and I continue to have good feelings about this school year. Students come back next Monday, but I probably won't start holding class until the following week, being a reource teacher. So, it sounds like next week will be spent getting things organized, having meetings, doing paperwork, doing testing, and other things in preparation for working with the students. The rest of this week will be spent in various inservice trainings and then Friday we will be able to work in our rooms. I am not even sure where to start in there. It's a bit overwhelming to think about right now, but I am sure the current resource teacher can provide me with some guidance.

I was a little disappointed this morning when I left for work. I guess I figured I would get at least a "good luck on your first day" from either my husband or my parents, and didn't get a single one. But, then everyone did ask me how my day went afterwards which made me feel a bit better. David hardly ever asks how my day was, so that was a pretty big deal.

Well its off to bed for me... have to get used to getting up at 5 am again!

OK, so shopping on tax free weekend isn't THAT bad...

I went to Lane Bryant today to take advantage of some coupons and the whole take free thing and ended up with $260 worth of close for $150 and saved the extra $12 or so in tax. I got two bags full of clothes that I actually like adn can wear to work and look at least semi-professional. I had gotten so relaxed at my last school - I think my attire reflected both how I felt about the job and how I felt about myself. I really am trying to work on feeling better about myself, so I figure a good start is to feel better about how I look. I'm using my Arbonne RE9 set for my face and already see a difference. I kept off the weight I lost earlier this year over the summer and will be heading back to Weight Watchers to keep my weight going the right direction. I was very pleased at Lane Bryant that I could fit into size 24, considering a year ago it was more like 26 or 28.

And Southlake Town Center wasn't nearly as crowded as IKEA was when I went there on Friday, so that was a plus. Speaking of IKEA, it was total craziness there. ANd, of course, all of the things they had on special for their grand opening that I wanted were already sold out. But there was absolutely NO WAY I was going to be at IKEA on Wednesday, which is probably when I would have had to be here to get any of those things. And I hear it was even crazier this weekend so I'm glad I went when I did.

This weekend has been a pretty lazy on for me, just did the little bit of shopping today. Still haven't cleaned the house or done laundry, which is what usually transpires on the weekends, but we'll live. David has been sick all weekend, and has spent it in front of his video game. Lanie seems to be getting a little better, but still has a runny nose. She was really cranky earlier today, but since she took a little nap when we got home from shopping she has been very happy.

Gotta go get things ready for tomorrow. I'm both excited about my new job, but also sad the summer is over and I have to leave me little girl again. I so enjoy the time I get to spend with her during my time off. But such is life.. works beckons.

Getting excited...

I am getting excited about my new teaching position. I saw my classroom on Friday, and it is so much nicer than where I was. I have furniture, computers (yes, 2 computers!), and a good deal of storage space. I can't wait to start setting it up. My father went with me on Friday to help me move my stuff from storage to my room, which is on the 2nd floor of the school. Luckily, they have an elevator that isn't too terribly far from my room and my father came prepared with a dolly, so it wasn't too bad. Everyone I ran into was very friendly and welcoming so I just am getting a really good feeling about this assignment. After 4 years in hell, I guess it is my turn for something a little better.

I also need to say I have the best parents in the world. I don't know what I would do with out them. I couldn't have moved all that stuff by myself, that I know. And my mother watched Lanie while we did it so I knew she was in good hands. And that's how I feel every day when I leave her there while I work. Last year, my dad made breakfast for me almost everyday, and both my mom and dad spent their days playing with and taking care of my little girl. I couldn't ask for a better situation. So when I think about some of the things that suck in my life, I have to remind myself of some of the good things, like these two remarkable people I am proud to have as my parents. I couldn't have chosen any better...

Just a little bit jealous...

Lately my little girl has been a real mama's girl. I guess 6 weeks of being away from Daddy will do that. It is "Mama" for everything. She wakes up in the middle of the night and cries out "mama, mama, mama...." until I come. I know her Daddy gets a bit jealous of it at times and wishes she was more of a Daddy's girl, but I am sure that time will come.

Well, today was my turn to get a little bit jealous. This afternoon after her nap, Lanie wanted her Daddy so I brought her to him, and she just SAT with him for like 15 minutes. My little girl almost never just sits. I found myself getting a tinge of the green-eyed monster just watching it. It was a pretty picture to watch, I do have to admit. He looks at her with so much love and she reflects it right back. I guess I get a little bit jealous of that too. That's normal, isn't it? After almost 10 years together I don't get many of those looks, but I guess in a way when he looks at her with all that love, some of that is for me too.

Well this wasn't supposed to turn into me talking about my relationship with my husband, so I guess I will end it here. Someday I will rant about everything going through my head about that, but just don't have the energy for it now.

My baby is sick....

...and I feel so powerless! I just hate not being able to just make her all better. Lanie started haivng a runny nose on Monday: Tuesday morning she was all congested and running a fever; now, she has an ugly sore on her lip that just LOOKS painful! I took her to the doctor today, and he basically said it just has to run its course. I HATE that! My normally happy, happy baby is not her normal joyful self. She is very needy and much more likely to melt down if she doesn't get her way. I keep having to tell myself that this too will pass!

I hate STUPID people!

STUPID PEOPLE, Part 1

Yesterday I had to deal with my fair share of stupid people, and was so mad I had to give myself a day to calm down before I even wrote about it. What is it with people these days who can't stand to see anyone around them happy? I was at Benihana's yesteday with my parents and my sister to celebrate my parents' 40th wedding anniversary. I, of course, had Lanie with me. And even though she has been sick, she was very happy, smiley, and saying "hi" to everyone. We had one of the tables to ourselves and so we took our time eating and lingered over our dessert and green tea. Well, my dad was holding Lanie and playing with her, which brings great joy to my daughter. So, of course, she expresses her joy in the form of happy squeals. Apparently, someone at the next table complained to the waitress, asking if she could say something to us about Lanie being too loud. We were in BENIHANA'S for Christ's sake! We weren't in some quiet, high brow restaurant. What is it about seeing a HAPPY child that upsets people? I could somewhat understand if Lanie were crying inconsolably or having a fit, btu she was just happy and expressing her joy. Yesterday I was angry, but now I just feel sorry for those people. They must be in a really bad place in their lives to not want to experience a little bit of joy found in the laughter and smile of a child.

STUPID PEOPLE, Part 2

So, as if I hadn't had enough stupid people to make me angry, on the way home from the restaurant, I experienced yet another idiot. I was driving home on 114, and a section of the road had the left lane closed. I turn my turn signal on and see I have enough space to merge into the middle lane before this United States Postal Service truck. I begin to move over and he speeds up and starts flashing his lights and honking at me. He then jerks his big truck into the right lane and speeds way up to pass me and several other cars, and then jerks back into the middle lane. That kind of idiot is not only stupid, but very scary when you have a small child in your car. When the left lane opened back up, I moved into the lane and looked for any identifying marks on the truck, and found one number, and you can believe the Postal Service will be getting a complaint about that idiot!

THAT WAS ALL THE STUPID PEOPLE I COULD HANDLE FOR ONE DAY!

Well, Lanie and I made it home safe and sound, and I got her to bed, and I just vegged out for the rest of the evening. I definitely was telling myself that things would be better TOMORROW!

Too much to do....

....too little time! I have so many things I want to do between now and next Monday, when I go back to work, but I really have no idea where to start, so I end up sitting on my butt surfing the web. I guess I am just overwhelmed. Since I am starting a new teaching position, I am really not sure how to prepare. I haven't even seen my classroom yet so I don't know what I need to get it set up. I don't really know what school supplies I will need, but I want to make sure I get stuff now while it is all so cheap during this back to school craze. I have a lot of friends I want to see, but I know I don't have enough time to see them all, and get done what I need to around the house. As usual, like it is at every school break, I said I was going to get more organized, and really didn't get around to doing anything to accomplish that. Well, I did pull out some old clothes from my closet, so I guess that counts.

Well, I should just get off my ass now and get something done in my house right now, instead of just sitting here rambling!

I needed that...

Sometimes you just need an evening out with the girls. For me, of course, that includes my sweet little Lanie. Tonight we went out with our friends Cassy and Rylee for sushi! Cassy and I ate sushi, Rylee ate rice, and Lanie at next to nothing as usual. It is so nice just to be able to sit, relax, have some good food, and talk with someone who listens and doesn't judge. I'm so glad Lanie and I have Cassy and Rylee in our lives.
It would be a lot less interesting without them.

We have known Cassy and Rylee for about a year now. I met her on MatchingMoms.org, and we quickly discovered that our girls were born on the same day, both by c-section, because both were transverse. Cassy had just moved to the area from Oklahoma and we were both looking for playmates for our little ones. Here's a picture of the two girls at Lanie's birthday party.

Now I'm excited

Well after the hell I went through at my last school, I really think things are looking up. I was really apprehensive about calling my new principal, not knowing how she felt about just having a teacher assigned to her school without her input. Well, I called this morning and she sounds wonderful. She said she was happy to hear from me and excited about having me there. Maybe South Hills is where I am meant to be. It is still quite a commute, but it is a Resource teaching position, which I am really excited about. I am so happy to be out of behavior improvement, I was just so burned out. I had also been a bit apprehensive about going into teaching a resource class, having no idea what to do, but the principal told me that I am to be the second resource teacher there, and that the current resource teacher has been there 14 years. Talk about having someone to learn the ropes from! I cannot even express in words how relieved I feel. The principal is going to call and let me know when I can move my things into my portable (yes, I have to go back to being in a portable). SHe also is going to let me know whether I will be teaching the K-2 or 3-5 grade resource students. She was going to let the current teacher have first dibs, so we'll see what I get. I will be fine with either, there are good things and bad things at each grade so I'll just have to wait and see.

Well, that's my excitement for today!

Well, I guess I need to start somewhere

I decided to staart a blog of my own where I can put down my thoughts or anything I want to share. I have Alana's blog where I put things about her, but didn't have a place to put things just about me, so here it is. I'm sure there will be a lot of things about Alana here too, but most of that will be on her blog at www.alanaalexander.org

Since I returned from Norway this past Thursday I have just been so drained. On the way to Norway the time difference didn't seem to hit me so hard, but it seems I am tired all the time now and have a hard time getting really good sleep. I only have two weeks until I go back to work, so I hope I get re-aclimated fast because I have so much to do between now and then.

Today, I took Alana to her 15 month check-up, and it went pretty well. I was concerned about her lack of interest in eating, but the doctor said it was normal and says this could last for quite some time, so not to worry. Alana got three shots and she was a trooper through it all, only crying for a few seconds after the shots were given. She is on track or ahead on all of her developmental goals. The one thing I am a little worried about is that the doctor wants to see Alana off of the bottle by 18 months. Since she stopped nursing last month, Alana seems more attached to her bottle. I am trying to switch her to using some sippy cup tops on her bottles but she just doesn't like them. Just guess I had to be consistent trying to get her to use them, but I just want to make sure she still gets the fluids she needs.

After her check-up and nap, we took a walk to the store. It was so hot! I don't know how much walking I am going to be able to do with her. We walked evey day in Norway, but I don't know if either of us can handle the heat here. And, of course, it doesn't help that there aren't sidewalks here in Trophy Club either! Oh well, such is life.

I guess that's enough rambling for now.